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Living on simple happiness
Tuesday, March 21, 2017


Say hi to my new eye candy; 杨洋!
He's the most popular actor in China at the moment, many more dramas and even a movie coming up. I just can't wait!

I first noticed him last year in 旋风少女, where he acted as a stern senior who fell in love with his junior, helping her in achieving her dreams. As a drama addict, I would love to make sure it ended well, so i read Wikipedia. Turns out his character died due to health issues. FMLLLLLL. 

I dropped the drama instantly. I can't accept deaths of main leads. 

However, I felt that the second male lead was more attractive at that time, whom is a pretty boy and acting as a arrogant rich heir. Even dad complimented his looks when i was watching. XD

Until 微微一笑很倾城 came out, and this actor strike. China and Taiwan were both crazy over the show that his news keep coming up. The poster looked really nice, and again, I read the synopsis. This time, there was no sad ending. In fact, it is too sweet!!! (Like there's no conflict its just sweet). 

Wts, that isn't what I want too! 

The drama is basically about him, a senior AGAIN, having love at first sight with this girl, and how he woo her being smooth af looking stunningly handsome. (I like the latter)
And the girl just go along with him.

What is there to watch? Melting at his moves???? DON'T GET IT. 

Thus, despite him being overly handsome, I only tried 1st ep of the drama and I stopped. I don't like the female lead too, she is way too skinny (I think girls shouldn't be that skinny, not body-shaming ok). Her cheekbone was showing, more like underweight!

So to say, I have never finished his drama before. HAHAHAHA. 
What kind of fan am I. 

Therefore, I am super looking forward to the next one, which is starring him and 刘亦菲, my childhood favorite period drama actress! She looks like 仙女 whenever she is in those outfits. Really pretty!! The drama is part of the series 三生三世十里桃花, which is now really popular and the male lead is 赵又廷, from the once famous 艋舺 (2010). 

Anyways, 杨洋 has graced my phone's wallpaper since yesterday, after realizing that his image makes me smile and keeps me awake at work. HAHAHA
There's this expression that I love when he does, which is the smirking kind of sweet smile. 
Its not too wide, just a little, while his eyes looked really sweet (at the girl). 
HOLY. That's my line already. 

Another good looking (for me) actor is 李宏毅, also Chinese actor.....but he is 1998. 


I can't believe he is THAT young when I first googled. He look 21 at least, or even my age! (23)
The girl is 23, super pretty IMO. ^^

And if you noticed, they resemble each other.
HAHAHAHAHA. I now see where my taste is heading to. 
They are both slim, fair, big eyes, look neat, short hair with fringe etc....

And I am crazy over this drama right now!! I even have the urge to re-read my novel (900+ pages, only at 600+). 
HAHAHA. 
Just watched the latest updated ep. (11), and the ending is killing me with curiosity!  

I think I will never get sick of this standard storyline :P

okie done sharing my love, xoxo.














2:05 PM


We deserve the life we want it to be
Friday, March 17, 2017

How time flies. It’s already been almost 2 years since I enter this page.
To be exact, it’s been 1 year 8 months and 7 days.
My last post was a just month before I flew to Taiwan for 2 weeks, spending Christmas and New Year’s there. That was helllllla fun.

Right now, I am typing this post at office. Yup, during work hours.
This job is seriously 天上掉下来的馅饼, and I have no other better words to describe my circumstances. MOST of the time, I think that my position could seriously be a part-time (or even casual) and not a contract!

It IS that slack, I feel that I could use it to do some good, which I did. Spent many many MANY hours doing my own stuff when I don’t get any task to complete.
I even bought flight tickets in office, because during office hours, flights could be the cheapest.
Hmph, low tricks by the airlines.
Others include booking of hotels, planning travel itinerary, and continue to think of more travel plans.
Fun yet evil, love-hate relationship since 4 months back.

Oh, I have also started my travel blog during work too. :D

Not boasting, but TBH in the beginning I was really bored. I whined to my friends that I had nothing to do. Desperate for sense of achievement because after all, it is my first job after graduation. However, this is in the IT industry, so I absolutely have no plans to continue once my contract ends. (I am traveling on the weekend after it ends anws)

This position is an Event executive, where I would support carrying out the events that this team is organising.
I took it because the pay was pretty high for a contract job, and its EVENTS. I love events, so why would I miss this out? Even before I start my work here, I was helping out at Japan Travel Fair and Cloud Expo Asia, which required only 2-3 days each.
JTF: $12.50/h (normal hours)
        $25.00/h (Deepavali PH)
CEA: $10/h
These 2 events already earned me quite a sum, to which I spent on my trip to Phuket with the uni mates, though the trip was booked around Feb-Mar. And as for this job, I am earning 2.7 a month. A contract job. With benefits.

I still get to take leave, MC, claims etc., just like a full-time staff. Although I am entitled to only 1 annual leaves each month and was only able to use them after the 3rd month into my contract, I’d have 6 leaves to clear by April! There were also many PH and even OIL to claim.
All I can say is, I came in at the right time. Oh wait, more like, I met the right agent AT THE RIGHT TIME. XD

Now, about the job scope. Basically, I am helping in preparations for the events (computerised sai-kang) and updating contact database for my superiors (from managers to director).
Work started in November, which I already started preparing, have done most of the work.
However, the events would start execution in January (but due to some obstacles first event was on 28th Feb).

Can you imagine how many days I have ‘wasted’ in office? How much $ THEY have wasted on me?
This is also why I thought that they could have hired a casual. (OK I am glad it wasn’t a casual position). But due to the nature of this workplace, I guess they can’t have casuals (Govt. agency).
Fortunately (?), I experienced job enlargement by having to design posters for the events too.

D E S I G N    P O S T E R S
What, this wasn’t stated in my contract, and I know nuts about designing?!?!!

I told my assistant manager (person-in-charge) that I have no experience for it, and he said that it’s ok, everyone who did the past designs are no professionals too.
Relieved upon hearing that, I checked out their past posters and creative videos, they were good!
Stressed yet again.

However, as it is not nice to keep refraining, I accepted the task and started trying.
One reason I was given the job was also because it was in December.
So?

He mentioned that office would not have many people, and he would be traveling too. Thus, this is the task for me to “past time”. He did say that if he is not around, prolly no one else would bother me, and is going to be boring. Even lightly mentioning that isn’t it good I am earning money for doing nothing?
Huh. What did I just hear from him? HAHAHA.

However I did not show a happy face, instead I frowned with a weird smile.
I do not want to do nothing! Sitting there staring into space would kill me even more. D:
Therefore, the task.

After months, my designs have been accepted for several workshops and even project (one includes the streetlamps idea challenge held within the agency).
Everything I’ve done in this office is private and confidential, thus I can’t just share them around (this is stated in contract, they even did background check on me before offering me the job). But i still secretly share  it on Snapchat once in a while hehe. 

It is March, but we are only done with 1 workshop, and my contract ends next month. I am so afraid they would crash everything together next month, because I am traveling for a week!
However, that is also a minimal possibility, because these workshops are also dependent on the speakers’ schedules and the participants’ attendance.
Maybe the most they would carry out 2 or 3 of them.

I just submitted 2 designs for one of the workshops next month, which might be happening during my travel (crap). Now am waiting for confirmation reply after making some changes.

Thinking about it, I would prefer to design these posters rather than to go for those meetings or reading up about tech stuff, because those 2 would make me really sleepy (already yawning just thinking about them). Due to work, I’ve also started to be interested in TED which also shares about the future of technology, so I would listen to learn about what is going on now.

On the other hand......

Aside from these work stuff. I would love to share that, I AM VISITING 6 COUNTRIES IN 2017!
My highest number of flights in a year, but here comes the exciting part.

I will be traveling for a total of 3 months’ time!





Alright but out of the 5, 1 is paid by parents (birthday treat), and another is not yet confirmed.
I am super excited for the TBC trip, because it’s going to be a country that I planned to travel to when I am older (and richer), but totally did not see it coming this quick. Wow. Just wishing every day that the flight would be booked soon so it’s confirmed (it was relatives’ idea to visit new-born, so they’ll decide the dates). TEEHEE.

The country I would be in before this is Japan, where I am spending 1.5 months to WWOOF there. Just hope the host would be available to confirm us ASAP.

Here's my schedule.

February – Hong Kong solo trip (24th – 27th)
April – Taiwan (3rd – 9th)
May – Melbourne, Sydney, Gold Coast (1st – 15th)
July – Japan (4th – 31st)
August – Japan (1st – 17th)
August to Sept – U.S. (?)
October – Bangkok (20th – 24th)

Pretty packed huh!! I would never forget 2017 in my life, I’m lovin’ this schedule!
For Japan, I am able to stay that long is NOT because I am rich. Precisely because I am not, I stayed long enough to do WWOOFing, where my accoms and meals will be provided. This is an experience I’ve been yearning for the moment I realised my ultimate goal for travels; to live a local life, interact with them and learn their cultures and language!

It might seem easy, but it still has it tough parts. If you are lucky enough to meet nice people, then yes, this is a piece of cake. If you meet not-so-friendly people, then the idea and trip is basically wasted. I’d love to make friends from around the World, just so to make trips overseas a little less lonely. (:

From my HK trip, although I did not meet up with the host for local experience, I met a Kenyan girl who works in Japan, and is on a holiday in HK.
We agreed to have a short meet up when I’m in Japan! YAY!
However, would only plan with her a week before my trip, because she might be traveling somewhere else. Hahaha! Freedom of travellers, love it.

Thus, I wish for the same for the rest of my trips!!!

I am so excited, especially when I have nothing to do at work, I start thinking about these plans to survive the day at work (tho nothing to dread about).

Apart from all these travel plans, I’ve got another source of happiness at this moment.

Currently hooked to the novel 恶魔少爷别吻我 which also has 2 seasons of drama!
Really funny, really cute, REALLY GOOD-LOOKING CASTS, and really love the storyline. I mean, I thought this genre was LONG OVER!!
I guess not only the apparel fashion would repeat, drama trends too!
10 years ago we all love Meteor Garden for the nasty rich guy in love with a strong poor girl.
10 years later, same thing. HAHAHAHAHA.
Maybe it’s just my favourite fantasy.

The novel has got 916 pages, I am already on 667 at this point, include skipping some side characters’ parts which was quite draggy.

Am also chasing after Hyungsik’s (current actor bias) drama – Strong Woman Do Bong Soon, acting along Park Boyoung, boy they are so cute!!


The value of happiness vary from all individuals, and for me, these are wonderful enough. Can’t be more thankful than I already am.


and we don't owe anyone an answer for our actions


4:15 PM


小幸运
Tuesday, November 24, 2015

HI. 
Yes. 3 more days and its my annual appearance!!!
HAHAHA oops, and no it isn't on purpose.
ITS PURELY COINCIDENTAL.

There's a reason why the title is dat song. Yeah, dat song that got the entire city so hyped up and spamming covers of it online. 

Bcoz i was listening to it. 

Yeah datz rite, it was playing while i enter this page. HAH. Legit?
I believe so. 

Ok naw im kidding :D

BUT DAT TITLE ACTUALLY FITS TODAY BCOZ WE JUST SURVIVED ONE OF THE MOST STRESSFUL PRESENTATION ON THE UNIVERSE!!!
Presenting to you, Destination Management offered in KAPLAN Singapore. 




Omg udk how happy i was tht i smiled thru out the day despite being so shagged from panicking over the missing/screwed/contradicting slides that were only realised an hour b4 we presented. 
LOL, thank god our hearts were able to handle all tht. 

Holydamn i can't believe we went thru 12 weeks of hell, meeting the group for atleast twice a week and sometimes even up to 4/5 days. 
Time given is definitely mad short, even tho it includes my leisure and TW TRIP teehee. 
We are just relieved that presentation is down, even tho its just 10% and report is 40% lol. 
Report is fine we assume, and im guessing we're gna get near a HD, or maybe HD. 
HAHAHAHA.
Being confident and snobbish are separated by just a thin line. (; Then again, (whats wrong w being confidence) 

Several events are coming up on my calendar and its just plain excitement!!!
On a side note, i.......am utterly broke. 
Idk how i am gonna survive, it sucks to be jobless, but i can't really work as well since thr isn't time for this sem, bcoz my leisure is so too important i can't forgo it and just work and study. 
Our bodies require the need to relax and just laugh and not think about any shit.
Thts my basic requirement to live, or i might just rot away in this lil' room of mine.



A small throwback to 12 November, whr my phone died on me. Oh wait, its my phone's SCREEN. 
How lucky i am, tht amongst the busiest week my phone decided to tell me "hey u knw what i can't really sense ur fingers its time dude", and so i had to brg it to A.Lab at PlazaSing to get it fix. 
Funny is, I queued 1 hr to wait to be served for the issue. After analysing the phone, they reported that the phone's sensitivity was weak, told me that I had to send in for repair for a good 5-7 days. 
OK. i  really really didn't expect that. 

APPLE U R THE LEADING GADGET CO. AND U TELL ME U NEED ONE WEEK TO FIX A PHONE?!
What. is. with. that. efficiency????? 

Dude. It's 2015. Who takes one week to fix a phone? 

Ok nvm, tht aside, another thing tht caught me by surprise was both positive and negative. I was offered to use a spare phone provided by the shop, BUT (yes thrs a but), I would nd to wait for 45 mins to get it. 

WHAT THE F**K. 

Great, my time is NOT money. I could have done my work and whatsnot for those time given to wait and queue and not wait to look at the clock and tell myself "oh timesup for the wait its appointment time". What the shit really. 

I love iphone, can't deny my love for it, the product is pretty easy hands-on and we could do so many things w it. BUT the fixing part is a chore, and i haven't been so lucky to get a weak sensitivity one. 

However, good news is tht after a week, i went to collect (queue was SLIGHTLY shorter) and was told that i nd not pay any amount since the defect wasn't caused by me. Yes, out of all those bad news, the good wins it all. 

Alright, here comes nightmare. 

I was all elated and jumping for joy to be able to reunite with my phone after a week of holding onto a 16gb phone (kinda useless but still useful) and was ready to sync with my itunes. 
Here comes trouble: I was so excited that i clicked "restore backup" instead of "restore iphone". OMG GENIUS. 
I panicked, not bcoz i realised the mistake, but it prompted me and say " INSUFFICIENT STORAGE" and I was like omg is this my phone!!???!
Checked it, and it was the same, so it shldn't be insufficient storage, so i tried again. Again and again, i just fail, fail and fail. 

Being an Aries, i don't believe i can't do it, and started to delete software programs from my computer to get space for it. 
Believe me, i deleted all the way til' chrome was deleted as well (shit gettin' so real) 

It still prompted "insufficient storage". 
I was panicking, bcoz my phone stores my impt notes and calendar activities, THTS ALL I NEED. I was technically cut off with the world bcoz I can't even access my phone. 

At about 2am, I discovered my stupidity

I stopped tearing and hitting myself, and started to try restore iPhone, and tried to delete the spaces that I used for storing my phone's backup in Drive C. 

Yes, i was gettin' there, but time check, 5am. 

Yes, thts how i know i messed up (now playing)

Feeling so screwed yet at the same time relieved, contacted my friends at 5plus am to notify tht i will be late for meeting. Holyyyyyy. 
I hate this stupid me, honestly. 

So now, im utterly glad that my stuffs are back, phone's alive and I AM ALIVE. 
I may lose myself completely if those were gone. 

Thus, there's still a risk for using Apple. 

K im done raging, time to crash. NIGHTS EARTHLINGS. 



This is my fight song, take back my life song


12:10 AM


there's a million reason why i should give you up
Wednesday, November 26, 2014

SO GAIZ THIS SATURDAY IM ATTENDING RUNNING MAN FANMEET AUTOGRAPH SESSION!!!!!!
Free tickets all thanks to Watsons Singapore who gave me the chance for this ultimate experience.
Though it isn't my first time, but i'll definitely treat it like its my prime participation!
Hey look, it was all about luck and i got it, and my luck isn't good for all my life. So, insane right?

Just an update abt life........nothin' much. Just that the worse is comin', by the name of "Exam".
I just had my first night burning midnight oil ytd, which is really an improvement personally for a paper thts 2 weeks away.
Hehehe. Pats.
And then, no continuation today, and i think tmrw as well. ):
I nd a full day home in order to be productive, but looking at this state, i guess i wont be home-alone til' next monday.... argh.

Currently at the wrong time, watching a very right drama called Love Cheque Charge!!! Acted by George Hu and Phoebe Yuan, oh, hilarious.
George Hu is so hansum here i can squeal at his appearance. Could really see he's putting efforts in polishing his skills and doing comedy acts. Applause for this hansum ABC dude. (i love his english accent olord)

Ok, i just hope that i can do my best in studying for the exams so that i don't let myself down once again.
It always happen, bcoz i don't always put in 100% efforts, what a waste to stay in education and waste my parents' hard-earned money.
Buttttt i really dislike studying what im doing right now. I did gave it a thought, and i am really interested in studying chinese/japanese/korean. LANGUAGE basically. Like really, omg it sounds so interesting itself!
And not sustainability of the economy/environmental protection, or changes which can be enforced to orgs, that can help them stay beneficial in the long run. WHUUUUT.
Gawd im already considering a change in my future aspects.
Life decision really kills.

Atleast, i did not choose it for friends. I am glad im still independent on that. Hahaha. Yep.

Also recently i have been wondering if i will ever stay connected with my current friends.
I mean, people do change, and infact lemme ask you guys.
If one day, your friends have turned into a way that they won't be the same as the way how you liked them in the first place to be friends with them, would you be willing to stay with them and share secrets like how you used to?
Or, do you reduce the secrets level to only gossips and not about your life-depth level?
Would you?

I have thought about this myself, and thing is, i no longer gossip with anyone.
Thinking how often it is to gossip during sec sch, life like this is so different. Its kind of, saddening.
I have to agree that, "Things that come easy won't last, and for things that last, they don't come easy"

This statement definitely applies to friendship as well. Like how fast people could come, and they may leave you before you know it.
I am afraid of being left behind, so i hv the tendency to protect myself from hurting by letting go first.
Thus, being defensive of what they say to you, or even ignore.
Urghs, yes i hate myself too. But that is my line of security. I can't do anything about it if i feel that there is no meaning to it, its like throwing myself into a bed of thorns and get hurt.

Friends. What terminology that can never be apprehended by normal human beings. Unless we are all psychologists or sociologists, or we can never not get hurt in any way.
I thought it was a term for people with good feelings, but no. People under this term, have jealousy, have anxiety or frustrations towards you as well. They hurt you, just because you care.
Things that brings relationships can be nonsense, it depends on how you read it. They could mean trouble, or they could mean peace and harmony.
It all comes to being in consensus with the one you're gonna form this r/s with. How troublesome.

There will come a future where ppl are able to read each other minds, match the similarity and then decide whether they shld be friends or not. The world will be segregated in groups and history will definitely take place again, with even more advanced technology.

Aites i shall stop, i am almost going into the losing-the-earth phase. Pardon me.

Okiez time to get bck to le drama. Nitez.





but the heart wants what it wants 


11:37 PM


Coz we're young & we're reckless
Wednesday, November 19, 2014

Time check: 6:10AM
Objective: heading to NEX H&M to queue for opening!

Omg ok i can only do this once a month man, been like a year since i head out at wee hours. 
For the sake of 1 free/super cheap clothes, im willing to do such shit hahahaha. What on earth.

I guess i will really reach thr at 630am, meeting Leona for company. Teehee.

Totally not expecting myself to get the 200sgd voucher. Yup i ain't.
Hahahaha. Ok i do wish i would. ):

Aites hopefully im still within first 150 shoppers. *chants prayer* 

3 more stops to Serangoon stn. Bless me.


We'll take this way too far.


6:17 AM


Run Wild Never Look Back
Thursday, October 30, 2014

So i had a blast this week! A total of 2 birthday celebrations, at two different cafes.
Awesome experience, awesome companies.

On the 28th Oct 14, we celebrated the belated bdays of Jal and Moley.
With the absence of Jia who's currently in Switz. All of us miss her so bad!
Im glad we're meeting still, to keep in contact.

Location: Supply & Demand Orchard Gateway.

Fantastic food, fantastic service! One of the staff was so nice, like SUPERB NICE you see.
It was a lady in pony tail (i think) and she looks young, very people-oriented.
We felt like we were all from the same course, Hospitality and Tourism Management.

We students from this course have endless empathy for those who works in restaurants.
We know how they feel, thus we might be the best customers for them to serve, because we understand the pressure, and the expectations we have of the customers we are serving.
This was once a platform to determine our marks, our overall performance for a module.
We had to put every customers to heart to score well.

But ofcoz, there will be people who are out to ruin these jobs, and those, we will have nothing but to be utterly disappointed. They decided to under perform themselves, so we will then show no mercy.
Those attitudes to turn your customers off are just being irresponsible of your job and you are simply destroying the restaurant's name.

Ok, i shall stop. I sound like such a restaurant exists on my blacklist. (I can't rmb if i actually do coz i don't wish to have bad memories)

Well anws, S&D is great. I enjoyed myself alot there, especially with the Halloween atmosphere!





Im really glad i had the chance for a visit. It was worth the spend. (:
I will definitely find another time to go!

Then, is 29th Oct 14, celebrations of the 2 maknaes in THEWOMEN in turning 20!
It was a super early celebration coz all of our schedules clashed, oh well.
Location was SUPPOSEDLY Working Title, which we decided probz on a Monday.
Then on the day itself, while i was searching for it's menu, i saw really nasty comments.
I was stunned.
"Poor customer service" was the ultimate reason.
In a panic, i told the girls and we decided to change venue,

Through a very rush search, i found Symmetry near Arab st.
The girls then agreed to it and we met at Bugis.

Ok gaiz. Now im gonna share something really shocking. For someone like me, that is.
I've seen it in dramas / heard it happened to my super tall girlfriends etc.
Never for once imagined myself (dreamed of it while thinking it will never happen)
I got....a namecard.....of a modelling agency.
(what?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!??!?!???!!!!!!!) 
Yeah i know. Like, WTF. 
I was in total shock i rejected the guy at first HAHAHAHAHAHA.
My eyes were definitely looking like "I NEED HELP".
Then he assured me saying "its okay, just take it (the namecard) (:"
OK. So thinking i can get away ASAP, i took it.
BUT. He asked for my nickname. (LOL i was thinking between Meow and Eileen)
I gave the latter. Then, he asked for my number. As a very fast response, i gave it too.
*inserts shocked emoji* 
Then he said "Thank you, we will contact you in a week's time to visit our office."
I'm like "Huh? (blur look). Oh really? Ok then" And when i was about to walk off, he offered an handshake.
I appreciate that professionalism tho.
Name card reads "we look at people differently." Wow, sounds promising imo.
Ok then yup followed by some secondary research. Apparently there isn't much reviews, in fact, there were compliments.
Tbh, i'm pretty excited for the call. (but girls told me i had to pay before anything happens, so if thats the case i will reject then boo)

Followed on to the cafe, very very amazing atmosphere. I would say its comfortable and chilling.
That vintage old school set up was something very much to my taste. Dim lighting and some jazz music.
Awesome.

We shared the dishes coz we were low on budget and we didn't know about the pricings.
This is not a place for ppl like us to go, til we start working officially. /:












Sums up my night. Great time laughing at lame jokes and catching up abt lives.
Really love times like this, chatting til no end.

Alright okgtgbye. (thrs sch tmrw booooo but yay for high-end dinner @SICC)


Never look back No Hesitating.



9:37 PM


Bad things makes life more realistic
Sunday, October 26, 2014

Hi guys. Quite a bad ending i had for the week. Its a shame.
That Singapore is nurturing such rude/rowdy/ill-mannered people, as a first world country.
I sincerely hope one fine day, a lesson strikes them hard enough that they have living the wrong way.
And how the feelings of regret will hit them so hard, that they feel like dying.
But they don't, and just suffer from the hell of it.
Oh. Yes.

That's it.

Then, i am contented. [:

Soon comes the end of October, so get ready and bid farewell to the English spirits.
I don't celebrate Halloween, and i wonder when will i start celebrating it.
Only had one memory of it, where i acted as  a ghost in SP's mini Halloween event in 2011.
Oh childhood.

And was talking to the clique how hatred and grudge differs from each other.
Conclusion is, grudge is from the things regardless whoever does it. but hatred is directed to the individual regardless what they do. They just simply annoy you to core, that you kinda, sorta,
want them dead.
That is hatred. [:

I hold grudges on many people, that might explain why i do not have so many friends.
Once they crossed the line, that's it. I'm lazy to even make another effort.
For close friends, i guess i'll say straight in the face. If they have a problem with me, or what is their freakin' problem.
That would totally give me a breather. I hate it when things go on secretly.
That's not nice at all.

But anyways, life isn't about all these negative things.
It is about being happy, and that i believe, should be the protagonist in everyone's life.
You can't survive thinking about the bad things. but it makes you smile thinking about the good ones.
Building good memories at young age is a beautiful thing.
Therefore this clearly explains why i find the new age so pathetic.
Bcoz their childhood is full of technology. There is no meaning to it.
No creativity involved, no laughter involved, no interactions involved.
Oh god, i would die of embarrassment when i grow if i lived through this era.
Bcoz according to my parents, while i was young and they were still doing business in Clarke Quay in the early 2000s, i made so many friends there, from bars to shops to ice-cream man to arcades.
Hahahaha. How cute.

So, i bet all have their own happy times, and i would say, i'd like to go back to those times so bad.
But hey, there is no time machine.
Life is bad? Suck it up coz life goes on.
You might be even coloring your life with a different shade.



Bcoz it makes the good things look even better


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